Exams...derived grade?

Hi, been a while...and no I wasn't dead!
Just a bit busy and hurt, well today was supposed to be my first exam. However, I got into a little accident last night while working. Blogging so I don't have to retell what happened...
Ok, well from the beginning.

Last night I was working and it was quite busy and as we began closing up around 9 after the last customer, I began finishing the last of the dishes. I was cleaning a tray of glass cups, these cups are real fragile and break easily. Well yeah, first cup was fine, the second I was cleaning and it shattered on me.
Blood spewed everywhere and I could see a great gash near the side of my palm. I was so shocked and as many desperate thoughts entered my mind my first instinct was to use the towel on my apron and stop the blood. Everyone was in shock and Glen used another towel to wrap my wrist and held my hand above my heart. Yuichi (Manager) called 111 and as I sat there lightheaded, I was thinking why God would do this. What is he trying to do? I have an exam tomorrow and it's English...I haven't really studied for it and I got Physics exam the day after. What was He trying to tell me? Thoughts kept running around, and eventually the ambulance came and I was examined. They said it was a deep flesh wound but no serious tendon was cut. They took me to the 24hr East Care centre and I called my mum to come. Yuichi looked real worried but relieved it wasn't a serious injury. Family came and waited...Yuichi and Glen left and we waited for the doctor. Ok, rant coming up.
It wasn't considered very serious and so I waited inline until it was my turn...which was like an hour and half wait...Zz so tired, and only 1 doctor on duty at the time...Had to keep my hand above my heart for the entire time cause it throbbed when I just put it down...Also so hungry... -.-
at like...11, got into the room...and waited longer -_- so I lay down on the bed to keep my arm up...

Doctor finally came and examined my situation...and then talked me through on what was going to happen. Got local anesthetic on my hand...oh my, hurt sooooooo much just touching my raw flesh.
Got 4 stitches done, don't wanna describe cause hand hurts and I know some of you reading this are weak to blood!! hehe you know who you are~ and yeahh, upload photos later yo!

Won't write english cause I hurt my writing hand... Gonna get my derived grade for that, Merit - Achieved! So that's not too bad I guess :) Physics tomorrow too...z gotta study that today.
But what I really want to tell you guys in this post is that I reckon this is all part of God's great plans. I mean that this injury happened for a reason, I had time to think about it and it wasn't a serious cut. I just can't write and need stitches. God kept me safe and he wants me to know what his thoughts are right now. I prayed to God about my future, how I would be able to glorify His name being a dentist. I find not much reasons how I can glorify him...but he's telling me that physical work and work for money is not what he wants. I've been too focused on my part-time job, to earn money. I don't contribute my time  to have a more intimate relationship with God. Also I reckon he helped me as I got out of english exam,  wasn't very confident to do English...didn't study D: But yeah, a sign about money and focus on the important things, focus only on God everyday of my life!

Well, took long as to write with left hand...sigh, how do I write rest of my exams... :/
but nothing serious, I get work off and time to focus on bigger things! :) exams and God!

God Bless, love you. Good luck with exams all!

"I am the Lord your God. I am holding your hand, so don't be afraid. I am here to help you."
- Isaiah 41:13 (CEV)

Pray for exams please(?)

Hi guys! Been real busy lately...lots been happening ><
As you know exams are progressing, I've had four exams in the past week and have my final two tomorrow and the next day!

They are the most important for my future! Even though it is still mocks...
-Biology
-Chemistry

So...if you readers have time, it would be wonderful if you can pray for me! Just for a moment! And I'm sure God will give me the knowledge to remember all I've studied and get excellent grades! :) hehe!

Coming up on blog (after exams):
-worship pt. 2
-Christian jargons
-cycle of change
-thanksgiving

hohoho take care and blog soon! ♥
GOD BLESS♥


-new prayer diary to record all my prayers!
-new mini-proverbs bible!

XIE XIE LAO SHI♡ hehe

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Songs and Worship.

Hey followers:) and anons! how've you all been? ^_^ this is an old post I've had on draft for a while :/ didn't finish!! Anyways here it is complete;

Well tomorrow is another day at church and I wanna share some things I've been reading and working on myself.

Firstly, what are songs and what is worship? Is there even a difference between the two?

Well...yesterday at worship band practice we talked about what worship is.
What is worship to us?
Different members came up with different answers. I thought worship is praising and glorifying His name. I hadn't actually thought on exactly what it was. We concluded that worship is all these things, about lowering ourselves to lift His name higher. Worship is also having a relationship and talking to God. Many things can define worship but then whats the difference between worship and just songs?

A song is a short poem or other set of words set to music or meant to be sung. Meaning it is words to a instrumental. Whats the point?

I believe that you worship whatever you hold dear, sometimes you worship your girlfriend. We are created by God to worship.

In Isiah 43:21 it says;
"The people whom I formed for myself that they might declare my praise"
Whether we praise God or other earthly things we are given the choice and freedom to do so. Unlike animals who act on their instinct we have priorities and have a will to do things. So when we worship God we are only looking at Him and having an intimate relationship with God.

Saying this, you could ask, then why don't we worship multiple things, we have the time to worship our girlfriend and the time to worship God. But it doesn't work like that, you can only worship one thing, one being, our God. If you have decided not to worship God, then you are worshiping the creation. Our priority in life is what we are worshiping. When we worship, when we love, we begin to take on its characteristics.
For instance, when we worship money, we will be greedy. If we worship pleasure, we will be lustful. But if we worship Jesus, we will be like him.

Our object of worship can only be God. Because he is the only one who is worthy of worship, he is the creator.

So back to the question, the difference in worship and songs. Songs are things we listen to, lyrics and words that are about earthly things; love, hate, gangnam style. It is for self enjoyment and please, it is like worshiping ourselves.

And when we worship God, we are worshiping the creator, the alpha and omega. Our worship will give us great strength and God shall be pleased :) so when we worship in whatever form it may be, don't be ashamed, cause I know I have been quite recently :/

2 Timothy 1:8
"So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God."

God bless you guys! Sorry for the real out-dated post but still, better late than never:) oh and happybirthday to my great friend Katie Lin who turned 16 today! God bless her and each and everyone one of you! ♥

No Gangnam style! let's worship God almighty♥ hehe :)

signs from above ♥

HI EVERYBODY, God loves you! :) hehe ♥

Well, I think recently I've been getting signs from God...especially when it's becoming more harder...(exams soon T.T) a list of things that happened recently hehe :D

1) I've continuously been leading on Sunday worships!

2) Even though I am moving next year I am continuously being used by God and it feels like he's preparing me for something big!

3) Speaking of big, a friend of mine I hadn't spoken to in a while had just recently messaged me saying,
"I was praying last time and God suddenly said that he would use you as his leader. :) "
 I was amazed at this, so I asked,
"me?! oh wow! what'd He say?"
She replied,
"yeah, :) you. haha :) I was praying and He told me to pray for you :). so I did and he said that I should 기도해(pray) for you as he will use you!!! :D"
I was so dazed with joy...God is preparing me constantly...and he's given me this big sign! ^^

4) Then another happening happened, I was listening to my brothers iTunes and was on his playlist. And I saw this song called, The Vision - AMP I had heard it a couple times before when I was at my brother's work but I didn't pay attention to the lyrics. It was catchy and a had a nice melody the previous time I listened but this time I searched a YouTube video with lyrics, and found out it isn't very popular with views but it had 100% likes and 0% dislikes. I was astonished at the lyrics. check it out here, you won't regret it.

5) I also had an incident with my new friend she says she feels as though she's not doing enough. She wants to go to her church youth but she's a tad scared because she's done a lot of bad things. I believe she can pull through this dilemma and find her way in Christ! I'll be praying for her and hope you readers can too!
'To have the courage and strength to go to her highly populated youth group and fit in, and seek God.'

6) oh and also I had a request from my youth leader/teacher, she has decided that our youth worship band play the following Sunday while we have a fundraiser for my youth group church camp! We will be like a 'live music worship band' while you enjoy your food :) so if you guys aren't busy, don't mind having a sausage and donating a lil' to my upcoming church camp, then come along next Sunday! the sermon in the morning will be in Korean, and I'll be leading the worship in both English and Korean ^_^ and you can have a seat beside me too! contact me/comment below/talk to me! And I can sort out everything with you! :)

Well, this was what I've been thinkin' for a while...and all these events happened today! It's a blessing to know my God :) hope you guys have an enjoyable week! till next time :) Bless you all!

excitement♥

Today I got a thrill of excitement through my spine. This strange feeling has come back and I can't resist but accept it. I've got a new friend :D I don't know why but I haven't had a new friend in so long :/ And this time, it's someone I chose to be friends with. I started the conversation, I added them on facebook and this feeling to make new friends is just so astounding! :)) that is all for tonight...hehe♥