Summer talk.

Christmas holidays have begun and I haven't updated in a while :) anyways ;Keeping things short and sweet. Had a great time with God recently, and having a good rest:)
At coromandel right now for holiday and thinking about an issue that has risen.

Why is it that every girl I meet, we become close friends then...they get a boyfriend or something. Its not every but it seems like most of them! It feels like you've led me on aswell. But I just haven't had the guts to ask you out and I don't really want to ask you out to be honest. Cause I ask Gods approval first, and yeah...I'm always left alone, 2nd...3rd...4th...choice.
It's not just one time it happened but multiple. Like...I get to know you better, seems so swell...then out of the blue you have a boyfriend.

Anyways, prayed about it. Have my own opinions and what God is telling me.

Believe God has someone even better awaiting for me to mature first. Live with that hope :) stay as their friend and just kickback. Gods got something amazing planned, I know it! :)

Anyways, in bed right now, it's 2am. Coromandel is good so far, just that it's quite distant from my house. Went shopping this morning, got a giraffe shirt and beach slippers(?) If that's how you call it.
Day before, was Christmas. Celebrated at church in the morning then came home, opened presents, went on a family bike ride, made dinner-made sushi:) like heaps..., then played monopoly and watched a movie! 'Twas good day! Merry Christmas btw, and happybirthday baby Jesus.
Day beforeeee Christmas, went shopping, ate, and watched a movie with a friend. Good day buying gifts for others and helping out homeless people on town streets!
Before that was Wendys white Christmas party :) good good.
Then before thaaaaat was youth-kosta. Got a post coming up for that...hopefully :)

Anyways, sorry for not blogging in a while. But yeah~ better late than never! Have a good Summer break and see you soon.
God Bless!


A picture blog of the events :)


18-21 dec: youth-Kosta preview! My group, #7


22 dec: white christmas party


24 dec: eventful shopping day


25 dec: Christmas day!


25 dec: Christmas dinner!


26 dec: boxing day shopping


26 dec: on the way to Coromandel


26 dec: at Coromandel

Exams...derived grade?

Hi, been a while...and no I wasn't dead!
Just a bit busy and hurt, well today was supposed to be my first exam. However, I got into a little accident last night while working. Blogging so I don't have to retell what happened...
Ok, well from the beginning.

Last night I was working and it was quite busy and as we began closing up around 9 after the last customer, I began finishing the last of the dishes. I was cleaning a tray of glass cups, these cups are real fragile and break easily. Well yeah, first cup was fine, the second I was cleaning and it shattered on me.
Blood spewed everywhere and I could see a great gash near the side of my palm. I was so shocked and as many desperate thoughts entered my mind my first instinct was to use the towel on my apron and stop the blood. Everyone was in shock and Glen used another towel to wrap my wrist and held my hand above my heart. Yuichi (Manager) called 111 and as I sat there lightheaded, I was thinking why God would do this. What is he trying to do? I have an exam tomorrow and it's English...I haven't really studied for it and I got Physics exam the day after. What was He trying to tell me? Thoughts kept running around, and eventually the ambulance came and I was examined. They said it was a deep flesh wound but no serious tendon was cut. They took me to the 24hr East Care centre and I called my mum to come. Yuichi looked real worried but relieved it wasn't a serious injury. Family came and waited...Yuichi and Glen left and we waited for the doctor. Ok, rant coming up.
It wasn't considered very serious and so I waited inline until it was my turn...which was like an hour and half wait...Zz so tired, and only 1 doctor on duty at the time...Had to keep my hand above my heart for the entire time cause it throbbed when I just put it down...Also so hungry... -.-
at like...11, got into the room...and waited longer -_- so I lay down on the bed to keep my arm up...

Doctor finally came and examined my situation...and then talked me through on what was going to happen. Got local anesthetic on my hand...oh my, hurt sooooooo much just touching my raw flesh.
Got 4 stitches done, don't wanna describe cause hand hurts and I know some of you reading this are weak to blood!! hehe you know who you are~ and yeahh, upload photos later yo!

Won't write english cause I hurt my writing hand... Gonna get my derived grade for that, Merit - Achieved! So that's not too bad I guess :) Physics tomorrow too...z gotta study that today.
But what I really want to tell you guys in this post is that I reckon this is all part of God's great plans. I mean that this injury happened for a reason, I had time to think about it and it wasn't a serious cut. I just can't write and need stitches. God kept me safe and he wants me to know what his thoughts are right now. I prayed to God about my future, how I would be able to glorify His name being a dentist. I find not much reasons how I can glorify him...but he's telling me that physical work and work for money is not what he wants. I've been too focused on my part-time job, to earn money. I don't contribute my time  to have a more intimate relationship with God. Also I reckon he helped me as I got out of english exam,  wasn't very confident to do English...didn't study D: But yeah, a sign about money and focus on the important things, focus only on God everyday of my life!

Well, took long as to write with left hand...sigh, how do I write rest of my exams... :/
but nothing serious, I get work off and time to focus on bigger things! :) exams and God!

God Bless, love you. Good luck with exams all!

"I am the Lord your God. I am holding your hand, so don't be afraid. I am here to help you."
- Isaiah 41:13 (CEV)

Pray for exams please(?)

Hi guys! Been real busy lately...lots been happening ><
As you know exams are progressing, I've had four exams in the past week and have my final two tomorrow and the next day!

They are the most important for my future! Even though it is still mocks...
-Biology
-Chemistry

So...if you readers have time, it would be wonderful if you can pray for me! Just for a moment! And I'm sure God will give me the knowledge to remember all I've studied and get excellent grades! :) hehe!

Coming up on blog (after exams):
-worship pt. 2
-Christian jargons
-cycle of change
-thanksgiving

hohoho take care and blog soon! ♥
GOD BLESS♥


-new prayer diary to record all my prayers!
-new mini-proverbs bible!

XIE XIE LAO SHI♡ hehe

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Songs and Worship.

Hey followers:) and anons! how've you all been? ^_^ this is an old post I've had on draft for a while :/ didn't finish!! Anyways here it is complete;

Well tomorrow is another day at church and I wanna share some things I've been reading and working on myself.

Firstly, what are songs and what is worship? Is there even a difference between the two?

Well...yesterday at worship band practice we talked about what worship is.
What is worship to us?
Different members came up with different answers. I thought worship is praising and glorifying His name. I hadn't actually thought on exactly what it was. We concluded that worship is all these things, about lowering ourselves to lift His name higher. Worship is also having a relationship and talking to God. Many things can define worship but then whats the difference between worship and just songs?

A song is a short poem or other set of words set to music or meant to be sung. Meaning it is words to a instrumental. Whats the point?

I believe that you worship whatever you hold dear, sometimes you worship your girlfriend. We are created by God to worship.

In Isiah 43:21 it says;
"The people whom I formed for myself that they might declare my praise"
Whether we praise God or other earthly things we are given the choice and freedom to do so. Unlike animals who act on their instinct we have priorities and have a will to do things. So when we worship God we are only looking at Him and having an intimate relationship with God.

Saying this, you could ask, then why don't we worship multiple things, we have the time to worship our girlfriend and the time to worship God. But it doesn't work like that, you can only worship one thing, one being, our God. If you have decided not to worship God, then you are worshiping the creation. Our priority in life is what we are worshiping. When we worship, when we love, we begin to take on its characteristics.
For instance, when we worship money, we will be greedy. If we worship pleasure, we will be lustful. But if we worship Jesus, we will be like him.

Our object of worship can only be God. Because he is the only one who is worthy of worship, he is the creator.

So back to the question, the difference in worship and songs. Songs are things we listen to, lyrics and words that are about earthly things; love, hate, gangnam style. It is for self enjoyment and please, it is like worshiping ourselves.

And when we worship God, we are worshiping the creator, the alpha and omega. Our worship will give us great strength and God shall be pleased :) so when we worship in whatever form it may be, don't be ashamed, cause I know I have been quite recently :/

2 Timothy 1:8
"So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God."

God bless you guys! Sorry for the real out-dated post but still, better late than never:) oh and happybirthday to my great friend Katie Lin who turned 16 today! God bless her and each and everyone one of you! ♥

No Gangnam style! let's worship God almighty♥ hehe :)

signs from above ♥

HI EVERYBODY, God loves you! :) hehe ♥

Well, I think recently I've been getting signs from God...especially when it's becoming more harder...(exams soon T.T) a list of things that happened recently hehe :D

1) I've continuously been leading on Sunday worships!

2) Even though I am moving next year I am continuously being used by God and it feels like he's preparing me for something big!

3) Speaking of big, a friend of mine I hadn't spoken to in a while had just recently messaged me saying,
"I was praying last time and God suddenly said that he would use you as his leader. :) "
 I was amazed at this, so I asked,
"me?! oh wow! what'd He say?"
She replied,
"yeah, :) you. haha :) I was praying and He told me to pray for you :). so I did and he said that I should 기도해(pray) for you as he will use you!!! :D"
I was so dazed with joy...God is preparing me constantly...and he's given me this big sign! ^^

4) Then another happening happened, I was listening to my brothers iTunes and was on his playlist. And I saw this song called, The Vision - AMP I had heard it a couple times before when I was at my brother's work but I didn't pay attention to the lyrics. It was catchy and a had a nice melody the previous time I listened but this time I searched a YouTube video with lyrics, and found out it isn't very popular with views but it had 100% likes and 0% dislikes. I was astonished at the lyrics. check it out here, you won't regret it.

5) I also had an incident with my new friend she says she feels as though she's not doing enough. She wants to go to her church youth but she's a tad scared because she's done a lot of bad things. I believe she can pull through this dilemma and find her way in Christ! I'll be praying for her and hope you readers can too!
'To have the courage and strength to go to her highly populated youth group and fit in, and seek God.'

6) oh and also I had a request from my youth leader/teacher, she has decided that our youth worship band play the following Sunday while we have a fundraiser for my youth group church camp! We will be like a 'live music worship band' while you enjoy your food :) so if you guys aren't busy, don't mind having a sausage and donating a lil' to my upcoming church camp, then come along next Sunday! the sermon in the morning will be in Korean, and I'll be leading the worship in both English and Korean ^_^ and you can have a seat beside me too! contact me/comment below/talk to me! And I can sort out everything with you! :)

Well, this was what I've been thinkin' for a while...and all these events happened today! It's a blessing to know my God :) hope you guys have an enjoyable week! till next time :) Bless you all!

excitement♥

Today I got a thrill of excitement through my spine. This strange feeling has come back and I can't resist but accept it. I've got a new friend :D I don't know why but I haven't had a new friend in so long :/ And this time, it's someone I chose to be friends with. I started the conversation, I added them on facebook and this feeling to make new friends is just so astounding! :)) that is all for tonight...hehe♥

Little about me:)

hey so I had this post up on my drafts for a while now..and since this will be my 15th blogpost, I wanna share myself with you bloggers! :D (taken from Chelsea a while back)

personal info-

Name: Charles Sang-Ki Kim
DOB: July 14th 1995
Birth Place: Seoul, South Korea
Current Location: Auckland, New Zealand
Star sign: Cancer
Birth Stone: Ruby
Religion: Christian, Presbyterian
Age: 17
Gender: Male

outside-

3 flaws: nose, forehead LOL8CM.. ears
3 features you like: eyes, teeth, hair
natural eye colour: black' '
natural hair colour: dark brown
weight: 59kg
height: 173cm

inside-

3 attributes you like: respect, open minded, leader
3 attributes you don't like: judgemental, point out other's flaws, being lazy(late)
bad habit: bone clicking(?) If that's how you describe...the thing that leads to arthiritis
strange habit: smell people
good habit: praying
strengths: maths, science lol. Sports in general, a bit of music :)
fears: being hated
weaknesses: easily distracted
ambition: to be a genuine Christian
dream: enter Heaven

family-

parents: mum, step-dad, and dad.
siblings: Sarah(19) Eddy(23) John(30)
extended family: multiple relatives but not very close to them cause of age difference (I'm the youngest out of all cousins T.T ) and cause I live in New Zealand

relationships-

current relationship status: single
3 turn on/offs in a girl:
turn off: smelly, druggy, bad teeth
turn on: smile, musical talent, christian

friendships-

best friends: Kenneth, Sarah
someone you miss: Chelsea, Amy, Crystal
3 characteristics a friend should have: trust, respect, good to converse with

other-

3 things you don't consume: bad smelling things, drugs,
3 things you HAVE to do daily: pray, read atleast a verse of the bible, check facebook
current goals: finish my classics internal on time...try get excellence on it! hopefully..HAHA
also, to get my study notes started and prepare for exams...and to sort out things for next year!


That's all the info I can think of atm (:
Submit a question of your own at; www.formspring.me/charliesohip

Inspire me?

Hey all you bloggers and anoymous peoples:)) hehe, how has your Sunday been?:) mines been splendid, thanks for asking! :D

Well, lately I've been thinking... I want to make a Christian group at school...cause we spend atleast 6hours a day at school 5 times a week. So 30hours a week is spent in school...thats heaps of time at school compared to the time at church and worshipping God! Shouldn't we also be helping others to seek God too and be his friend?:D
So...why not bring God to school and praise him there too!

I know it'll be quite hard to setup and all but I was inspired by someone at another school, her and her friends set up a christian group called 'inspire'. They share stories and Gods words(Bible), sing praises to Him and glorify Him at school! It was...so xbqunwidks... amazing, indescribable with words jusy reading about what they do!!
I had that light-bulb moment and I believe that God has sent me a vision to help non-believers at my school to encounter Him :)

So to all you reading this! I need an original name to start it up, some ideas were;
-Impact
-Revolution
-Outbreak
...yes I know, not many ideas t.t so...I need your help:) hehe can comment your suggestions of a group name, down below in the comments section:))

Prayers and suggestions to the new group would be wonderful! Please pray for me to be able to find the strength and time even in the exam period to set up a group with supportive people, and to be able to spread Gods word all over school!:)

I want to be able to inspire others too! ♥God bless and goodnight :)



-Westlake Girls Highschool, Inspire group! Very inspirational :D

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Shoes to fill.

Hola! :) how've y'all been? Ohohoh well...its been careers week and stuff, deciding what to do...

Few days ago, I came across an article about;
don't we follow our parents footsteps into their desired future for us. They care about us and want us to be more successful than they were, so, providing their own knowledge for us to learn from them. For example, Whitney Houston is a famous singer, her mother is Cissy Houston, a gospel singer. Don't you think her mum would've had an influence on her to pursue a musical career? Do your parents put this pressure onto you? Are you inspired by your parents to do what they want?

I think I am somewhat inspired by my birth parents but if we look at it in a different persepctive, towards our Father in heaven. He is our heavenly father and is different to our earthly parents, but he is similar in particular way.
He wants us to follow his footsteps of being pure.


Lev 19:2 "Speak to the entire assembly of Israel and say to them: 'Be holy because I, the Lord your God, am holy.

He wants us to be holy and pure like him, in everything we do and whatever career we may pursue in our lives, God wants us to be pure like him. He even sent the Holyspirit to help us and be with us always.
Well, I think our parents have an influence, and in my case, my brother has a big influence on my future...but we should pursue the will of our Heavenly Father by staying pure in everything we do because he is all we need. He'll grant us eternal life in heaven with Him :) so don't worry cause I'm sure he'll be happy for us and support us in whatever path we might take!

Now...Ask yourself, are you following in God's footsteps? If so, how are you doing this? If not, how can you do so?

Let us pray, to learn how to follow in his footsteps and be more like him:)
Ask in a simple prayer; help me Lord, to follow you and do your will and keep my purity. Amen.

Have an amazing day everyone! Stop stressing about your future (if you are right now) and leave everything to God:) follow his footsteps!


*P.S.
What my parents want me to specialise in; to enter the medical field and become a dentist alongside my brother, a dental technician. I think God has a masterplan for me and he's preparing me right now so I am capable to do all he has planned:) hehe exciting stuffs!!



One of my brothers latest creations! #denture #auckland dental lab

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A psalm of David

Hey all:))) hehe blogging is great don'tcha think? Express our thoughts through writing for everyone to see:) anywayss I've missed you guys...and if you are reading this, can leave me a comment or a bible verse that's inspired you recently or something so I know people do read it...unless nobody does :( leave your comments and thoughts down below! *(that voice at the end of a youtube vid lol)

Anyways! As the title says, a Psalm of David. Well recently what brought me to the Psalm was in Classics where the internal is to study other cultures and a specific rite of passage. I chose death cause..its interesting I guess :) and this psalm came up during my research:

Psalm 23:1-6 NIV

1)The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
2)He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
3)he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name's sake.
4)Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
5)You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
6)Surely your goodness and love will.follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

And I think this psalm is a pretty good sum up of life in 6verses. Lifes good with God! :)
Just wanting to share this psalm with you guys hehe.

Oh yeah! And other things happening in life right now :) an upcoming post on something cool as hehe. But for now, we had a bbq and a celebration with church friends for my Dad's birthday coming up this Friday! :) any thoughts on presents...? I'm clueless with gifts :/ especially to parents ...
Mm that is all for tonight!:)
Enjoy a lovely week under the presence of God! Keep him close to your heart always, he is our Shepherd!?


Cake for His birthday:3


Only photo I took on the night :/ (dad&mum♥)

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catching waves & distractions

GREEETINGS. GOD LOVES YOU ALL SO MUCH HE WATCHES OVER YOU!:) ehehe  ♥ 
well to begin...

Waves? Beach? Sand? Tides of life? I'm talking about the appropriate time when we should do things!! Well, these whole waves thing has been running around in my lil' head! I always get growled at by my mum and dad about me not studying and that it's the time in life when you must study!!
If you don't know what I mean, then well it's like this;
Study when we're at school and play when its the holidays. That's their perspective on things...But you know us, teenagers...things change...distractions and obstacles appear... and it's hard to overcome them! Many times I've set myself goals for myself. Getting my license...to get a job...to blog...etc but you never get around to it you know? :(
I'm sure its not only me who does this...we all procrastinate and don't do what we have to! We think this is normal, to be distracted by more important things at the time.
But in a christians perspective, I think it could be seen as distractions of Satan that are pushing us further from The Lord.
For example, I decided to have a birthday party planned months before the day and I had planned which day it was going to be...but unexpectedly at church a few weeks before I got notified that I have a bible study and worship conference to attend for 4days! It clashed right into my timetable!...
In this situation what would you do? You've planned the day for your party and it would be difficult to change date.
Well, I believe we are being played by Satans games of distraction. He's distracting me from attending the bible study!
Well what happened? I was continously asked by our missionary teacher at church to attend the event! I was annointed as the leader of the worship band and had a responsibility! In the end I decided to change the date of my birthday and seek the Lord. I'm not sure what changed my mind. I was worried and had to make changes to the date and the setting up...but I realise now  it was God's plan to send me there, as it is written:

Jeremiah 29:11-
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

God has declared that he the plans he has for us is good and will prosper us. His plan was to send me there and gain more knowledge through his writings in the bible. I gained more knowledge on God and in 4days we managed to nearly complete reading the New Testament except for the last 40/50pages. 

So why worry? God's almighty plans will make us prosper! Have faith! Pray for yourselves and leave everything in God's hands. So to finish my point on these waves, I think we should listen to our parents cause they do know better and they are telling us to do things for our own benefits. Why would a parent want their child to fail? God is the same, he's our father! He'll do all he can to help us as long as we ask for help! So yeah, we should study and obey our parents and catch these waves God has sent for us to ride, for he knows best!♥

Well everyone! Have a lovely morning?afternoon?evening? DAY!!
Hope you can all keep your faith in God and catch those nice waves he sends in our direction! :)

-HOLYBIBLE ♥ takecare!hehe

trust someone?

Today I realise you can never really trust anyone fully. You may think they're you're close friend but in the end neither of them trust each other. There are insecurities and secrets you hide from them even though you try lay down everything as best friends.
Anyways, pretty sad day. Blogging about it, trying to get back to blogging now...maybe D: not that anyone even reads it nowadays or even uses blogger...
Meh, goodnight world.

Oh and yeah, I've been well:) thanks for asking! Sunflowers on my birthday from stranger :3

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been a while.

will be updating soon! :) on my faith in God etc...sorry I just realised it's been like over amonth since I blogged > <;; will start again soon! ^^ till then...
take care & God bless!

All to you♡

Heyy bloggers and anonymous peeps:)
Well yesterday I had worship team practice (a band that worships and praises God through music). And ohmy:/ much pressure and work the last couple weeks...cause I was annointed the position of leader for worship team and had to prepare a lot spiritually and physically.
Anyways, yesterday during practice we always share the word of God and just how we are in general :)

John Cho(the previous leader that's now graduated, so he only serves as a teacher for us<sup>) well he shared the bible verse -
Ezra 7:10

"For Ezra had devoted himself to the study and observance of the Law of the Lord , and to teaching its decrees and laws in Israel."

With this verse he asked us : are we reading the bible? Are we studying like Ezra? Do we know the true meaning behind everything of Easter and Christmas? And are we striving to know God better?

I thought...do I know God enough to be able to show and teach to others..? I felt I lacked many things in many ways but God has still put me up to the seat of being the leader of the team to help others know God...

Then John also said this... Imagine your best friend was at your house. Both of you fell asleep...but only you woke up to realise the house was on fire. Your friend is fast asleep...would you wake up your friend and get out together or would you save yourself and leave them?

At first I said, well of course I would wanna save my friend and myself!

But...what if they can't wake up? What would you do then? Things will be getting hotter...but you wanna save your friend don't you? You would do everything to save them, or run away saving yourself?

This can be compared to our lives. The fire is the world and we are a part of this fire until we die. There's no escaping death. But how can we be saved? Through Christ, the holy One! We as christians can help others to find God but first we must be saved ourselves and need to know God. But things aren't that simple...let me ask you a question;
Are you a Christian?
Do you only say this to sound religious and cool?
Do you know who Christ is?
And the big question; Are you saved?
Are you 100%sure you will enter the kingdom of heaven when you die?

Christians nowadays are the same as everyone. You don't see many 'genuine' christians around. Christian or not, they act the same around similar situations...

Even I do not consider myself a genuine christian...I am sometimes ashamed and do not glorify God in all things I do. I sin and act like others whom are not Christian. I judge others and do things I know I shouldn't ... :( anyways; from yesterdays discussions with other members of the worship team...decided that,
We as christians, and of the worship team should live our lives studying God and glorifying him with all we have. Offering ourselves as living sacrifices like it is written in,

Romans 12:1 NIV
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship. "

We should live our lives so people will be like WOW. This person really loves God and is Christian even when they eat or study. Being christians that will glorify him in all things we do,

1 Corinthians 10:31 NIV
"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God."

Well, so...long post but hope you enjoyed reading</sup> a little big part of my life that I enjoy doing. Giving all we have to God:)

Ohh and!!! I wanna share the worship songs that my worship team is going to do tomorrow :) some songs based on the theme that we shared yesterday:)

1) 주님 한 분만으로 (Only one with you Lord)
2) All to you (모두드리리)
3) 밀알 (Single Grain)
4) 오직 주의 사랑에 매여 (Only hold onto God's love)

Yeahhhhh anyways hehe :3
Leading tomorrow for church:)
Have a blessed day everyone!!
Take care and God bless! ♥

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God's blueprints of you!

Through the course of life, many challenges and lessons have been learnt. From a conderence and a camp, I've come to meet God. Thankyou Lord for the opportunities you give me to be able to glorify and lift your name high! I'm truly grateful:) hehe♡

Well, for tonights post, I wanna share a song that truly touched my heart-
Set a fire - Will Reagan & United Pursuit. (Yeah songs about a fire, and that fire is the Holy Spirits' fire:) it fills you up and just makes life and presence of it amazing ...you know when you have experienced it hehe:))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0A8almp_nCU&feature=youtube_gdata_player

It's wonderful! God has many things planned for you. Like the bible says;

Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” (NIV)

Take care and God bless:) till the next post ♥

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Preparations

For God has prepared us for wonderful and amazing things...been busy fulfilling his work and my destiny:)

Corinthians Chapter 2 Verse 9;
But, as it is written,
What no eye has seen, nor ear heard,nor the heart of man imagined,what God has prepared for those who love him.

There is also a time for everything...a time to spend time blogging and sharing lifes experiences:)

Ecclesiastes Chapter 3 Verse 1-8

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.

Take care and God bless!! ♡
-(will blog soon)

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Worth & L♥ve

Don't you ever wonder if you're worth someones time and effort?...to be honest I sometimes think if I'm worth something for people to talk to me. If I have a feature that people admire...
Sometimes I feel as though their putting up with me because they have to. I even forgot our 5months  anniversary day...
What do you think? Well......tbh I got some new perspectives on relationships after the YFC conference.

I listened to 임우현 목사 (Lim Woo Hyun pastor's) seminar on relationships...it was over rated in a way but then it was logical in a Christians perspective way!

So a long story short about his seminar. We shouldn't even be dating at this age. It sounds silly..but we as teenagers don't understand love and even if we do we're not capabale of understanding each other to the full content. And eventually we'll break up. Multiple breakups will make us get weaker...even though it seems like you'll get stronger because you've endured past multiple relationships. But no! I think it gets weaker cause when you're in a relationship in this generation, teenagers tend to go 'all in' as in giving all they have to their bf/gf, then might even move in with each other because its cheaper to rent with 2 people than 1. You save money; we of the 21st century forget what true love is. We give our all and in the end, you don't marry them. We have a thing to move on to fast and see better people(well guys mainly). E.g. you finished year 11. Now you're moving up to year 12, people change and you see a new person that is more attracting than your gf... You breakup and again there's the same cycle. Put your all into the relationship and then..end up hurt. Because you won't marry them...and there's many differences between people in personality...but what we should be aware of is to Accept others and understand each other.
Tbh...I find no reason why we should be dating now... If its to be social...then a relationship could make you social with that one person but then you might be locked out from others because they're so secure...anyways what I'm saying is I don't think its necessary to date someone. Being their friend is exactly the same thing without the intense touchy touchy things involved. And as a Christian I believe not to do such things before marriage... But if you do find someone that could be your true love....ask them to wait a few years so you can get ready in studies and life. And if they're faithful for years and wait for you, and they're...pretty attractive then yes! Take that chance but...tbh that's not very likely... :p
Anyways...let's do our best until we grow older and we are more stable and capable of such serious relationships. God will answer our prayers and show us his will and what he wants.. :)

So..to conclude.
I'd rather be your friend! Friends can be of the opposite gender and can be as friendly as a relationship!!:) Well, I'm definetly trying now to be single and wait for Gods calling.

p.s: even broke up with gf..today!!

So let God do his will through us and let us pray for him to send a blessed woman/man into our lives soon... :) 

Reference: Holy Bible.

Proverbs, chapter 3
V5) trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
V6) in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

*God has a better understanding on love because he is love! (1John 4:8, Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love) so we should...trust in him for our love lives. ♥

Btw. No photos recently...blogging through my phone!!!:) will upload soon! ♥

YFC conference 2012

Hi all!:)
Well: its been a busy holiday! How about you guys?
The second week of the holidays, started off with a blessed day at Grace and Truth church (은혜와 진리교회). The sermon was about the ways of sacrifice to God. Its all in korean so yeah... :)

Monday was chilled...tried getting my license but was scared I guess...to fail >\\< so...was just at home, chores and just gaming..

To be honest, on Tuesday the YFC (Youth for Christ) conference was to begin...and I wasn't really confident to go because my friends wanted to hangout with me during the 4days I was away at the conference. But I was somehow convinced that I needed to go and learn more Worship and to build my faith... Well..if you're wondering who needs faith and God?
I do. God is life and is the reason why we live. To be able to glorify and lift his name high through different acts of worship!
Anyways...I also had the pressure to learn more because of my parents...and my worship band. I was recently annointed to be the worship leader of the student sessions. (Form 1-7 sermons, at our.church the children and students and adults are in different parts of the church and listen to different sermons that are based on our age etc.)
Well I was annointed that position to be he worship leader since the end of last year...and... It feels as though I haven't taken up the position that God had offered me. Maybe cause I was scared what God bad planned...and ashamed? I don't know really :/ But what matters is now!:) so...I've been at the vision conference for the past 3days and todays the final day!

I'm on my way right now to Hanouri Church (한우리 교회) in Glenfield!
Lastnight was amazing...I felt the presence of the Holy Spirit within me as we prayed for each other last night...my friend James Lee was crying and shouting for the Lord...I too was also shouting unto God...it was a night to remember...the pastor was very humorous and that brought the focus of us teenagers to listen to the word of God:)

1thing I learnt and want to share to you fellow bloggers is that Praise is to help others find God. Praise as in the position I was annointed...to be the leader of worship and to lead others to find and seek God. And that you need to truly focus to God, then you'll get the physicial features of God and the Holy spirit flowing in you! The tears that will run freely :)

Well enough for today. Arrived at the church and yup!:) have a lovely day and ill blog more about the preachings that God not only sent for me but for me to tell you guys:)

God loves you and Bless you who take in God as your saviour!:)


My nametag thingy:)
-Grace & Truth Church c:

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easter weekend:)

Easter Weekend 2012!

hey bloggers >D and stalkers...
how's your holiday been?!
well..mines been good thanks for asking! lol...sound like a loner > <
well, last night it was my friends, Aaron, Michaela and Shayal's birthday party! was hectic... :)
photos are on fb now so...whoever has me on fb can see it :D hehe, well the party was...just your average teenage party ^^
well, dont really have much to write and cant really be bothered... :/ spent the last few hours on dota!
and also had an easter barbeque at my house with some church friends! good food and good gaming today!
Also, I wanan share something with you guys todayy! it's a verse that will forever be in your life even if you dont think its relevant...i think it is :) because its the legit stuff behind Easter;
(i got to this verse when practicing - Scott Brenner - God so loved the World (하나님께서 세상을 사랑하사 and its been stuck in my head all day ! very nice and yes...it's a white person singing in korean :))
*link if you wanna watch! :)
Yeah...anyways blogging is hard work >< dont wanna make a fool of yourself online :p allgoods tho.. ^^
mm.. well at church we had a special day cause it was Easter ^^ extra special worship songs and a great sermon! about the death and birth of Jesus ;
well...have a good evening and I shall try to blog more often :)
goodnight my lovelys!

-"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." - John 3:16, NKJV

term1 complete. easter begins♥

HOLIDAYS! NOW!!♥ yayy

...Well I had an extremly busy few days between my previous post!
P.S> Sorry for not blogging...not that anyone reads it or anything ><
Well...yesterday...I had;
CLASSICS: to finish...sigh tell you about it later
STATISTICS: To study...sigh don't wanna talk about these depressing subjects :(
PHYSICS: another hard subject needing my precious time to be spent on...

And pretty much all the other subjects are done hehe!

Mm so...from the beginning :)
At school on Wednesday I had my first part of stats internal :D pretty easy!! (Achieve part hehe)

Then... I had my physics to do :< this test literally killed most people. It was so damn hard that I only did like half of the entire paper >\\<;; -sigh-
I heard Mr. KUMAR. the best teacher at physics! But...is funny looking :D like a oomba-loompa not being so mean but he looks like one ^__^ hehe.
Well..he made the test and all and he made it so hard -_- even the smartest girl; Farihah couldn't do it all...and she's a genius Bangladeshian! Mm...just hope I can get atleast an achieved for this test aye! Meh...

Well after that; I had FULL school assembly...fo' real. Gym was packed >< so many ppplzz :< mm..well this assembly was the awards based assembly presenting sports and academic awards to students...well you kno that girl I just mentioned from Bangladeshh! Well she got an award and all...for japanese -_- like wut....? Asians can do jap and maybe white people....but this 1brown girl got all excellences in the jap assessments o: coolstory aye..
well..speaking of jap. My jap friend, Keima, got an award for jap lul...he took jap and he's jap himself...its like International student came to learn own language in another country...silly. well yeah, he got called up but he's like...not at school anymore (a long story) so it was awkard...(for me at least) cause his name got called and yeah...

Eh...this is getting off track and bit emotional ...k sorry
Back 2 duh point.

-overall point in classsics...
I didn't sleep did my assignment and finisjed in time but then the printer had no color ink so like..fail as..I go to other printers in the other buildings but theyre all locked -_- all the damn teachers gapped it home or holiday aye...yeah so I got like 2pages in color then 4pages in black &white...meh so yeah...katie was there with me and she was like duh eff...such a rush and yeah...was a hectic afternoon tryin to get my assignment handed in by 4:30pm...
But I done it now!!;D all done hehe♥feel so relieveeed!

Then it got exciting....went botanyy....:D met my gf. Hang out. Enuf details yeah?:B hahehoho!

Got home, eat...thinkin of sleepin but I was craving to write a blog entryyy hehe ♥love my fans...1follower atm hahah!
Thankyou my inspiration and #1 follower! ^__^


Also....got easter egg from my bunny suited gf :D and from my gooooodddfriend :D I got them eggs too but...I left it in my locker -_- sigh...and then yeah gta wait 2weeks to get it t.t way after Easter ...


NOWW SPEAKING OF EASTER.
Easter is about the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ our saviour...but why is it related to an egg and bunny?... I alwayd wonder why is it an egg? Jesus is human and was born through the womb and was reborn through baptism? (세례 in korean :p) but yeah...why a bunny? Confused.........o.o you know can comment or something...tell me somehow! Really curious but can't be bothered finding out thru google >< mm.

Well...my role model/leader sent me a text today about Jesus' crucification and stuffs. Thought I wanted to share the wisdom on easter! ♥
Sorry for the long onee;

Ref. THE HOLY BIBLE - John Cho (my leader :))
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He died on the cross today. Read John 19 today..

Pilate tried to release Jesus
Jesus answered him, "You would have no authority over me at all unless it had been given you from above. Therefore he who delivered me over to you has the greater sin." (11)

Jesus was hung on the cross
"There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, and Jesus between them. Pilate also wrote an inscription and put it on the cross. It read, "Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews." (18)

Jesus died on the cross
"After this, Jesus, knowing that all was now finished, said (to fulfill the Scripture), "I thirst." A jar full of sour wine stood there, so they put a sponge full of the sour wine on a hyssop branch and held it to his mouth. When Jesus had received the sour wine, he said, "It is finished," and he bowed his head and gave up his spirit." (19)

Then pilate let them take Jesus down Jesus's body as it was a Passover
"So they took the body of Jesus and bound it in linen cloths with the spices, as is the burial custom of the Jews." (28-30) (John 19:11, 18, 19, 28-30, 40 ESV)

Watching Passion of Christ gives a little more understanding if that helps =) Jesus died on the cross for our sin today Amen

P.S. have a lovely start to the holiday by celebrating Easter in your own way! For me; to acknowledge and learn more about what Jesus has done for us sinners ♥

Happy day! :)

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day 1; 

hmm..today's April 3rd 2012...

interesting :) bloggggggg thinggy ma bobby 

Well, I got inspired today. I was reading my friends blog; iawakeatsunrise and thought wow. This friend I have is amazing :) she's one of the people that I actually look up to right now expressing her feelings and all and just being herself...mm anyways; thought I liked to share that ^^ 

blog...well today I stayed home...resting and eating and doing my assignment and blogging :D

hehe this seems fun and seems like a good way to express myself...cause my girlfriend says that I don't express my feelings and she doesn't know what the heck is going on in my mind all the time. To actually write it down on somewhere and look back someday...thinking wow that was me...

well back to my day! I had plenty of fluids and food :) lots of rest but ... I'm stressing out cause of the internals and assessments that are all due by this term :( I got like a to do list for school -_-

-english, creative writing on a memory - 3credits

-maths, statistics internal write up - 4credits ... missed out on it today but luckily got myself a doctors note :D have it for 2 days though...... gotta study > <

-biology, had a longg internal on osmosis and stuff...didnt finish yet...got like another 15min of a period to do it cause we got short periods on Monday and other classes got extra time :( - 4credits

-classics, omg the worst.......so much to do in so little time freakin' writing a textbook chapter thingy on a battle that happened over 2000 years ago -.- ...and it's due on Thursday but I'm only like not even half way through it > < - 4credits -rage- so hard..

anyways....that's what I got to do tonight and by the end of the week...been procrastinating for the past hour and half on facebook and writing this blog entry...should blog later when I'm free of all these assessments :)

but...for now I gotta add something;

Why are guys such assholes sometimes...even though I don't know what truly happened...my friend's bestfriends are so against that guy now and what he did...like wtf ... I stayed up all night (till like 3am... maybe that's why I'm sick today..) trying to help my poor friend out by just talking to her but it seems like it's so complicated to comprehend anything...long story short; the guy called her a slut on his skype personal message thingy, and she got all upset and I was supposed to ask him why he did that, but got side tracked and didnt get to the main point of asking him.....but yeah he was angry as, swearing and everything that she's fucked up and is a slut and everything...she was so upset and crying over the phone for hours...and he was like cbf, fuck her, got better things to do... -sigh- pissed off aye .... >.> 

well...can't be bothered now to do anything :( but............this blogging thingy's pretty cool to do :)

it seems...legit. 

speaking of legit... shall leave you with this legit photo of my friend's rage face >;D

ciao.